I'll Face The Pain Sober
You know, I don't drink.
You know, I don't use drugs.
Even now, with this suffocating pain
that sometimes makes me want to stab a knife
into my chest for the air to escape for the hole...
even now, I won't use anything,
nor even antidepressants.
I'll face the pain sober.
I deserve this pain.
And I want to overcome it to deserve you back.
I'll let the pain purify my guilt.