Longing For Beauty
They're so young and so cute, aren't them?
They're insultingly in love with each other, doesn't it bother you?
They're there, kissing so passionately,
and all you can do is only envying them to death,
wishing you were one of them.
Man, how sad you are!
All by yourself,
staring a horizon that no Tadzio points...
But I have no pity for you,
coz I know your portion of guilt.
How long are you waiting for something?
Something that never happened...
How many different things did you try?
Things that never worked...
And how many times did you give up to shame, to fear, to laziness?
Don't you consider that when you say you tried the best you can?